...my car of 3 years, my one and only pride when i was in carbondale..my loyal companion to just about everywhere i went. It was sold to this Indonesian family who just moved here a few weeks ago. I thought I would never sell the car until I decide to go home for good..but I realized that there isn't really a need to have 2 cars right now, mine has been untouched most of the time, pretty much since I've quit my job. I really love that car...nduti bought it for me, yea it's true he never bought flowers, but he bought me a car..so i can't complain, can i?..:P
I drove it for the last time on the way to the family's house yesterday...just me and the car..like it had always been. I remember the first time I rode in that car, the first drive..the new and showroom-y smell.I've spent a lot of time with that car..the mileage has gone up to 72000 in a matter of 3 years...i remember driving around town...taking my friends to the grocery, to the mall, to get something to eat, etc..I remember speeding down the highway to st. louis on the weekend, even back and forth everyday for a few times during the Missouri Valley Tournament..just by myself, listening to the cd, thinking about anything and everything. Thank god I've never got a speeding ticket even I drove way past the speeding limit most of the time...only a whole lot of parking tickets from school..hehehe..*I think i still keep those tickets* That car had been such a good car, never had a problem..never needed any of its part fixed, just the usual oil change and stuff.I'm gonna miss it a lot, it's gonna be weird seeing the empty parking spot that I used to park the car at and not having the car's key in my key chain. Oh well..I hope they take a good care of the car, and hope their kids won't tear it apart...
What's wrong with Jibran sihh??..masa dari kemaren nangiiiss terus, maunya di gendong/di pangku, main main sendiri cuma mau sebentar aja trus biarpun di temenin juga nangis setelah beberapa menit..minta di pangku. Di tinggal ke kamar mandi bentar aja nangisnya kaya orang abis di pukulin..huhuhu..asli kemaren yang nggak bisa ngapa ngapain seharin!!!..Hari ini juga gitu, walopun agak mendingan soalnya tadi tidur siangnya lama sekitar 2 jam lebih..baru bangun satu jam sekarang malah udah tidur lagi. Jibran jibran..kamu kenapa sihhh?..takutnya ada yang di rasain sakit sama dia..tapi apa yahhh...
Anywayy, Jibran was being such an eaassyyy baby yesterday, emang dia juga nggak fussy sih biasanya, tapi tadi dia main2 sendiri di exercausernya lama banget. I put the exercauser in the bathroom, and then i took a shower, biasanya baru 5 menit aja dia udah bosen main sendiri, tapi tadi enggak and i even took a longer shower than usual....shampooing my hair and all that. Trus abis pake baju dia masih asik aja main, so I blow dry my hair dan dia cuma ngeliatin bingung dengerin suara hair dryer nya..sambil terus main main. Setelah rambut gue kering..ternyata dia belum bosen mainnya..so i plugged in the flat iron and begin straightening my hair..sampe udah selesai dia juga masih asik main2..=))..pinternya anakku
Sekarang Jibran udah bisa tengkurep sendiri...I thought he's just gonna skip that stage, tapi hari kamis kemarin ternyata dia ngebalik sendiri dan terus2an aja guling2an, kalo di taro di karpet ngegelindingnya juga udah lumayan jauh. Kalo tengkurep juga bisa mundur2, bukan crawling sih..tapi kaya nge gelesot gitu..kaya tiarap trus mundur2..lucu deh kalo mau mundur pantatnya di nunggingin trus di dorong ke belakang..hehehehe. Sekarang Jibran udah agak susah di tinggal sendirian, biasanya kan dia main sendiri di depan tivi, guenya di dapur trus dia yah biasa aja. Kalo sekarang kadang2 ngeliat gue walk away from his side langsung teriak gitu. Soalnya kemaren ini kan sebulan ada yangti nya, so he's never alone even for one minute..kecuali kalo lagi tidur. Kalo sekarang kan cuma gue sendiri aja di rumah sendirian. Lagian ternyata umur segini ini cara berpikirnya lagi.."out of sight, out of mind"...jadi menurut dia kalo kita nggak keliatan, berarti kita nggak ada, walaupun ternyata cuma di ruang sebelah. Sekarang juga emotional feelingnya udah mulai terbentuk. Kalo dia lagi asik mainin mainannya trus tau2 di ambil..pasti langsung nangis, kalo dulu kan di ambil diem aja. Kalo ke supermarket, dia suka mainin barang belanjaannya..trus kalo pas di kasir kan harus di scan..nah pas di ambil tuh langsung ngamuk. Apa yang lagi gue pegang pasti di ambil, waktu itu gue lagi minum bubble tea trus di minta..ya udah gue kasih dia pegang...tapi abis itu nggak boleh gue ambil lagi..huhu. Trus juga I think he knows his name, kalo denger namanya di sebut suka nengok trus senyum2. Kalo nangis kadang suka bersuara.."Muh..Muh.."...it sounds like Mama..or is it Mamam??..lucu banget deh.
Anyway..have a nice long weekend everybody..=))
Yesterday was father's day..and Jibran said..
"Daddy, I was going to get something for the Boss of the family...but then I remember something.....
MOTHER'S DAY WAS LAST MONTH!!!"
Hehehehe...I got that from one of the cards they have at Wallgreens..had fun browsing thru the card's section, glancing from one card to another...they are all cute!! So anyway..Happy Father's day to dendre and to my dad, the men who have everything...and share it with me..=))
Aduuh kok sekarang sekarang ini lagi muaaalesss banget ya nulis nulis di blog? Sebenernya nulis sih sering..tapi nggak pernah selesai..akhirnya cuma i save as draft aja..trus besokannya udah males nerusin lagii...*sigh*...
