1. I love you for telling me that you love the way i look when i just get up in the morning
2. I love the fact that you don't hold grudges against me, you forgive and forget...and never bring up any mistakes i've made in the past
3. I love the way you carry yourself in front of anybody you meet, you seems to gain respect from others easily
4. I love the way you laugh when i childishly act silly in front of you, such as when i do the jungkir balik thing
5. I love the fact that you realize that I SUCK AT SINGING but you still ask me to sing anyway..
6. I love the fact that you pay attention to little things down to the very detail...like where i bought my clothes from even though i got it long ago and i've forgot about it my self, or when you know the price of 4 rolls charming tissues in schnucks and how expensive it is compare to walmart...
7. I love you for being my private buku pintar..*hehe*, i practically can ask you about anything and everything and you always have the answer for those..
8. I love the fact that you have a nurturing mental, the fact that you love kids, the fact that you are willing to grow plants and running around stores to find plants you like
9. I love you even more for the fact that the things i don't like about you can't even be accumulated to TEN....
10. I LOVE YOU for everything nduti, for being you, for loving me the way i am...thank you GOD for sending me this beautiful creature of human being..=)
You know..i went to Gordmans yesterday with nduti and i got my new organizer for 2002 *yey*, it's leather..well maybe vinyl but anyway, it's brown colored..i like it..it looks expensive, at first i wanted the red one so it matches my liz claiborne key hooks and i also plan to buy a red nine west watch..but oh well..the brown one looks better. So i'm happy i got what one...but to be honest here...i don't really know what to do with that, i haven't even unload it from the shopping bag. Oh well
Last week, i signed up for an online photo albums at fotki.com , i haven't fully figured it out how that site works but i uploaded some of my photos anyway, there were 4 of them. When i uploaded the photo..i remember i clicked the choice that said accessible for my friends only. That means i get to choose who can view my pictures and who can't..right??. So anyway, i haven't touched that thing again since last week and a few minutes ago..i wanted to upload some more pictures of mine when i noticed there is an entry in the guest book sections. Apparently, this dude name mahmud in egypt signed my guestbook, i don't even know him and have no idea how he get the access to my photo album, i found out later that his name is in my buddy list..don't ask me why his name is on the list..i haven't even put any of my friends on the list. Okay so
..to get my photo viewed by others that i don't know is one thing..i supposed i am okay with that since i also have a website with loads of pictures of me and i make it available for anyone to see...BUT..for a stranger to see my pictures and telling me how beautiful i look *honestly, it didn't flattered me at all* and steal my pictures and make it as his wallpaper is another thing...! This is really scares me and i don't know what to do..i want him to drag my pictures onto the recyble bin and just empty the bin...but how is that possible???.. Anyway, so what i did was i delete all of the pictures in my fotki album...oh man...this is so spooky...=(
2. I love the fact that you don't hold grudges against me, you forgive and forget...and never bring up any mistakes i've made in the past
3. I love the way you carry yourself in front of anybody you meet, you seems to gain respect from others easily
4. I love the way you laugh when i childishly act silly in front of you, such as when i do the jungkir balik thing
5. I love the fact that you realize that I SUCK AT SINGING but you still ask me to sing anyway..
6. I love the fact that you pay attention to little things down to the very detail...like where i bought my clothes from even though i got it long ago and i've forgot about it my self, or when you know the price of 4 rolls charming tissues in schnucks and how expensive it is compare to walmart...
7. I love you for being my private buku pintar..*hehe*, i practically can ask you about anything and everything and you always have the answer for those..
8. I love the fact that you have a nurturing mental, the fact that you love kids, the fact that you are willing to grow plants and running around stores to find plants you like
9. I love you even more for the fact that the things i don't like about you can't even be accumulated to TEN....
10. I LOVE YOU for everything nduti, for being you, for loving me the way i am...thank you GOD for sending me this beautiful creature of human being..=)
Browsing around the net all day long, this what has been doing since i took my last final...not very productive. But hey, i don't have any choice. I enjoy this though because soon spring semester will start and i will barely have time to go online..so i'm making the most of it right now...hehe. Anyway, i'm still downloading songs..i can't get enough of those. My favorite song at the moment is kyle minogue.."can't get you out of my head"..i like the tunes and the rythme..it's so energetic and makes you happy and now i can't get this song out of my head..la la la..la la la la la la la...=)
You know, i checked my grades over the internet yesterday. When the semester began, i thought i could get this semesters done with A's all over my transcript but i kinda figured out that was not gonna happen when the final's week approaching..kinda lost track i guess. So, i only found 3 A's on my transcript..suprise surprise..i got A for my marketing research class...did he get my grades mixed up or something?. or was the project really a masterpiece?. I guess it's the project huh?..so all of the hard work, the time that wasted to get this boring project completed is finally paid off. I got B for two of the classesand a C for finance class. I know this finance class is no joke and when i came to the class on day one i was like.."i'll be happy with a c for this class"..but then i made my effort, i got a b on my second exam and i got A's and B's for my quizzes, eventhough i haven't found out what my final grades is...i'm sure it won't be that bad, at least a B..so how come i got C for the overall grades???..Oh i need to talk to the teacher..but ooh..you know him, he's not friendly and seems to not have the willingness to help the students...and he made it clear on the last class that he can't give grades over the phone or email..so that means i need to get my butt all the way back to carbondale just to find out what my grades are/
we're going to Gordmans later this afternoon, after dendre got back from work..i'm so excited because i'm gonna buy my new organizer. I know i know..i have this thing about organizer..i just can't get enough of those..i remember ever since i was in grade school..i always bought organizer over and over and over again, i must have one big box of those accumulated. And you know..it's not like i'm this creative girl who seems like running out of places to allocate her so called creativeness..believe me i am not. So i just bought one for the sake of it and since new year is coming..i have a good reason to buy yet another new organizer..and the rosetti organizer sitting nicely on the rack at gordmans is just so iressistible..
So..i finished my first cd yesterday..*sounding like an artist..*...it has alternative rock songs on it...from blurry to creed ..the calling to staind, matchbox 20, linkin park, five for fighting. My favorite song in this one is superman.."it's not easy...to be..me...". I like puddly of Mud by blurry too...i basically like every single song in this cd. Now i'm about to make my second cd, i'm gonna put every love songs by krisdayanti and Anang *haha, it's so cheesy don't you think?*...
So i checked my inbox every two minutes or so right, cause i'm expecting email from nduti..and then when i checked it again the next 2 minutes..i got an email from astrid so i figured she must be online with her yahoo messenger. I used dendre's nick at that time and her nick is not on there so i didn't know wheter she was online or not, so i logged in with my nick instead and there she was, hehehe..!. It feels good to talk to her again, since it's been quite a while..but we didn't really talk a lot though..i was just kinda confused what topic to bring and it seems like the conversation was not flowing so smooth.
Anyway, i was like asking her about andi..whether he's going home or not this holiday and right after she answered my question...asu went online on the ICQ...*bless him to have a long life..*, so they talked and he decided to download yahoo messenger too. When he finished downloading the messenger, he added my nick and everything and so we chatted, hehehe...it was funny..you know he's always been goofy and all. And then i showed him my webcam, hehe..he was laughing he said i look like an arab, well what do you expect? . Anyway, he said that he has a webcam too but he doesn't know how to use it, hehe..so i told him how to use it and then next thing i knew his face was in my monitor..hehehehe, it was funny tho...!.
He's roommated with Edo and i got to talk to him too and saw him on the webcam, he looks so skinny. They both look the same like they were in high school...oh my god..that was like..when..4 or 5 years ago??
I'm still laughing over the things asu said to astrid..when he hasn't downloaded the yahoo messenger, he said things to me via astrid, so astrid was like.."hani..kata asu salam buat nelly ..IA IA O'Ooo..". At first i was like..what??..but then i figured out that was the lyrics in one of nelly's songs...hahahha..
Overall, they did a good job for revealing my self and i can learn more about my self. The profile said that i am a steadfast and patient soul...capable of tremendous devotion, dedication, endurance and constancy....*woo hooo*..i know i get all those from my lovely mom...thank you mom for having the ability to follow through and stick with things and make the most of it. Other things they said is the fact that i want to see concrete, tangible results for my efforts. And...this is what reveals most about me ...it said that most of my dreams have to do with well-being, security and material achievements.I have a strong desire for security, stability and peace. very true..
At heart, my needs are simple and I am easy to please *true true*, not very demanding but i do crave lots of physical closeness and affection. And because of my faithfulness, emotional steadiness, and gentle strength..others often depend upon me for support. I have an innate sense of harmonizing things, allowing things to grow and unfold in their own time and the patience to nurture something into being..be it a child *i know i'll make an excellent mom* or a garden...*this one i'm not sure* .
It also said that i want to experience and enjoy life to the full and eventhough i will work long and persistently, i still have a strong sensual and comfort-loving side and want to enjoy what i have worked for. I can be enormously lazy at times..*very true* and have a tendency to overindulge in good foor and other earthly pleasures.
My major faults, according to this site is my bull-headed obstinacy and also my unwillingness to deviate from my safe, predictable routine. That's true you know...and this is what has been holding me back from a lot of things. My third major faults is i have the ability to open my mind to the new. Hmm, i'm not agree with this one since i always think i am open to new things..although not the extreme ones like bunjee jumping or a ride in roller coaster *you know i'm petrified of heights, right?*. my life has been changing a lot and i have moved over a few countries..singapore, australia and the states..i've gone to different kinds of school, culture, people and exposed to a lot of things. So i am completely disagree with the last one.
It also said something about my mentality...about my mind that operates in a very deliberate and methodical manner. I dislike being rushed or forced to give an opinion before i have thoroughly ruminated and digested the idea. I am also difficult to influence one my mind is made up. They also said that i am a bit slow to grasp new concepts or learn new skills..oh Hell No...i realize i'm not the top student but i can say that i am a quick learner..there's no doubt about it. Well, that's actually depend though..are we talking about math or things i like here?. If it's math they are talking about than i have no objection..but if it's something i like and wants to learn..i am actually quite bright..=)
Overall, they did a good job for revealing my self and i can learn more about my self. The profile said that i am a steadfast and patient soul...capable of tremendous devotion, dedication, endurance and constancy....*woo hooo*..i know i get all those from my lovely mom...thank you mom for having the ability to follow through and stick with things and make the most of it. Other things they said is the fact that i want to see concrete, tangible results for my efforts. And...this is what reveals most about me ...it said that most of my dreams have to do with well-being, security and material achievements.I have a strong desire for security, stability and peace. very true..
At heart, my needs are simple and I am easy to please *true true*, not very demanding but i do crave lots of physical closeness and affection. And because of my faithfulness, emotional steadiness, and gentle strength..others often depend upon me for support. I have an innate sense of harmonizing things, allowing things to grow and unfold in their own time and the patience to nurture something into being..be it a child *i know i'll make an excellent mom* or a garden...*this one i'm not sure* .
It also said that i want to experience and enjoy life to the full and eventhough i will work long and persistently, i still have a strong sensual and comfort-loving side and want to enjoy what i have worked for. I can be enormously lazy at times..*very true* and have a tendency to overindulge in good foor and other earthly pleasures.
My major faults, according to this site is my bull-headed obstinacy and also my unwillingness to deviate from my safe, predictable routine. That's true you know...and this is what has been holding me back from a lot of things. My third major faults is i have the ability to open my mind to the new. Hmm, i'm not agree with this one since i always think i am open to new things..although not the extreme ones like bunjee jumping or a ride in roller coaster *you know i'm petrified of heights, right?*. my life has been changing a lot and i have moved over a few countries..singapore, australia and the states..i've gone to different kinds of school, culture, people and exposed to a lot of things. So i am completely disagree with the last one.
It also said something about my mentality...about my mind that operates in a very deliberate and methodical manner. I dislike being rushed or forced to give an opinion before i have thoroughly ruminated and digested the idea. I am also difficult to influence one my mind is made up. They also said that i am a bit slow to grasp new concepts or learn new skills..oh Hell No...i realize i'm not the top student but i can say that i am a quick learner..there's no doubt about it. Well, that's actually depend though..are we talking about math or things i like here?. If it's math they are talking about than i have no objection..but if it's something i like and wants to learn..i am actually quite bright..=)
It's nice outside..cold but yet the sun shine so bright..=). I just got back from walgreens, bought a few little things such as sally hansen gel cuticle remover...hehe, that's for my nduti..he;s always biting his cuticle and i hate it when he does that, so hopefully he can get rid of his habit with this gel thingy..if it doesn't break that means he doesn't have anything to bite..right?. i also bought a 12 pack TDK blank cassette..you know..i have practically nothing to do here except downloading all of the songs at audiogalaxy...*i'm in love with audiogalaxy..*, so after i transfer the song to the cd writer, i'm gonna record it to the cassette i just bought...i know it's a bit old fashioned..still listening to the cassette in almost year 2002, hehe..what can i say...thecar doesn't have cd player...
What else i bought at walgreens??..ooh i bought cadburry roast almond..hmm, yummy..and i also bought in style magazine. ohh i'm so full right now..i ordered mc donalds from the drive thru window..as usual..i ordered 4 pieces nugget happy meal..i've been collecting the beannie babys that comes with it lately, i have 4 so far..i think there are 4 more to go...yey..hehe.
i've never thought that the combination of these three things is actually pretty good..=). That was my dinner for tonight.
As for my weekend, i had a wonderful weekend..=), dendre came on friday night, i went to mbak titi's house when he was on the way here, i picked up mbak susi first and went there together. We also had another indonesian gathering last night at mbak susi's place, it was actually farewell dinner for mbak maya but since her house was nothing but empty *she's leaving today* so they decided to hold the event in mbak susi's instead. So..i've been having some good meals lately, don't forget to add some kalahas on my latest menu..hehe.
We watched basketball yesterday...siu versus indiana university, the hoosiers..or should i call the boooooosiers..haha... it was so awesome..it was like the best game i have ever watched, i mean like the place, the decoration, the fireworks, the crowds..the team, everything was perfect..and that's just what we needed. People justify the arena with big smiles..everybody's happy..
We also went to the mall to exchange my black pants, i bought it since 2 months ago but turned out that i don't really like it so i never actually wear it, but i've lost the receipt, so they gave me a store credit, i got a turtle neck tank top and a tiny t for the exchanges.
since when the tuna's subs at wise guy have cheese on it?. ..this tastes weird.
Anyway, i spent a couple hours earlier tonight in the computer lab, doing the project thingy with my group..the project is endless, i mean we keep getting more and more stuff to do and everything should be bound by tuesday next week. Like that's possible?
Well, whatever..i think i have spent more than enough hours for that project, i need to concentrate on my other class..especially since i have 5 exams next week...wow..could this be anymore fun?
i didn't have a lot to do today, but man do i feel exhausted?.
Nighty night..=)
whenever it's freezin outside, my ears are the one that's affected the most..i really need some ear plug or something..!. Pheww, i'm done for today's assignment..i don't care anymore if they are all far from perfect...i did my best..and dendre has done his best too. The website is pretty cool tho, i think that's the perfect one among the other stuff..hope Dr. Bruner will like it..it'll be awesome if we could put some sound on the website also actually..but there is no way we could do it with such a short period of time.
My exam today was okay, i didn't study that much but i think i did okay..but i was pissed off that i changed one of my answer because i look at the answer sheet that belongs to the girl who sits next tome..and when i get out of the class and i checked the answer with my notes..damn, my first answer was the correct one. isn't that
stupid..? How come you trust other more than you trust yourself?
I'm talking to azelin in yahoo messenger right now...it is so sweet to talk to an old friend who was once really close to you, well..lin is not just a bestfriend, she's more like a sister to me..and i still feel close to her..even though we don't really talk a lot..(now is the first time i talked to her since a few months ago)..we're still close at heart. The way i look at it..she's like a resemble of an angel..i mean, that girl does not have a mean bone in her body..she's supernice!.
i guess i talk to you later, i need to clean up my room since it's messy all around...
My exam today was okay, i didn't study that much but i think i did okay..but i was pissed off that i changed one of my answer because i look at the answer sheet that belongs to the girl who sits next tome..and when i get out of the class and i checked the answer with my notes..damn, my first answer was the correct one. isn't that
stupid..? How come you trust other more than you trust yourself?
I'm talking to azelin in yahoo messenger right now...it is so sweet to talk to an old friend who was once really close to you, well..lin is not just a bestfriend, she's more like a sister to me..and i still feel close to her..even though we don't really talk a lot..(now is the first time i talked to her since a few months ago)..we're still close at heart. The way i look at it..she's like a resemble of an angel..i mean, that girl does not have a mean bone in her body..she's supernice!.
i guess i talk to you later, i need to clean up my room since it's messy all around...